Behind those Innocent Face

When I was eating in a fast food and thinking of my project, there was a girl who captures my eyes. She was selling a plastic bag at that time. There is something on her that I want to know. So I came to her and I but some plastic bag on her. Then we just have some a little quite conversation, and along that conversation I was so shocked that she told me aside from selling plastic bag, she has also a job during night time. I can’t believe what she says. She told me that she is a prostitute….

She is only 15 years old at that time. She has 3 siblings and she is the youngest. They don’t have parents anymore. There parents left them.

Apparently I won’t mention its name.

By then I want to know if she is telling the truth so I decided to come with her on their place. So I called at our house to ask permission that I have to finish my project and I have to sleep with one of my classmate.

When we reach their home then her three siblings came to see her quickly. By that time she just bought some fish for their dinner. After the dinner she quickly pack all her things and she told to its sibling she must go to her work. Apparently they didn’t know the job of their youngest sister. So, she doesn’t want also to let it know to its siblings. She doesn’t want that they might follow what she is doing. She told me that she is happy because at least they go to school and they eat 3 times a day. But her wish is that her 3 siblings would finish their studies someday and can have a good and moral job, not like her job.

I can’t believe that a person in front of me is only 15 years old but the way she thinks as if she is already old. All she wants is for the sake of her siblings and not for herself.

It’s time for her to do her job. She dressed up, and has some make up. As she was doing it it’s like she is expert and knows what she is doing. I can’t believe it… really… after that she told me that its time. We sat on a certain place but in a few minutes she told me that I have to go far so that her customer would not think that I am one of them. And when she has one she told me that she will be back in 2 hours. I wait for her by then.

After 2 hours she came back. Are you alright? She told me she is. She is used to it so she will be okay. Whew….

I ask her a question. What if you get pregnant?

Girl: don’t worry I know what will I do. Some one told me about that..

Whew>>>> again….

Are you happy?

Girl? No... Because this is immoral and I can’t be proud with this kind of job. But on the other side, yes, because with this I can help my family. (the tears flowed on her face).. but someday I was hoping that I can get out with this kind of job...

I hugged her and I cried…

Behind its innocent face the first time I saw her and that behind its age, I cant believe that she is suffering in that kind of job. To their parents why did they leave their children just like that? Our government should stop this kind of situation especially to the minors. They were corrupt because of our poverty and they do things some immoral in order to leave. I think the government should do something about us… They must as soon as possible….

My Song

IT"S TRUE (by: Bacstreet Boys)

even a lover makes a mistake sometimes

like any othet fall out lose his mind

and I'm sorry for the things I did

for your teardrops over words I said

can you forgive me and open your heart once again.

it's true i mean it

from the bottom of my broken heart

it's true without you I would fall apart

whatevet happened I know that I was wrong

can you believe me

maybe your faith is gone

but I love you

and I always will

so I wonder if you want me still

can you forgive me and open your heart once again

I'll do anything to make it up to you

so please understand

and open your heart once again...

I really really love this song. whenever I heard this song many memories would came out in my mind. Forever I'm gonna love this song. The lyrics are simple but meaningful.

Find True Love with "Mango Float"

I'm going to love this food forever!!! I can't help it. It really tastes good. I hope you’ll make me again this food even we will be in high school or college.

Samantha: Of course. I do. Even will get old I will. Just for you. Until to the next life. I won’t leave you and as long I’m alive I’ll make mango float to you forever.
Chris: Good. You're the best.

Chris and Sam entered high school. As usual as they did before, Sam made a mango float for Chris as they were when they were in elementary. He really love the mango float that Sam use to make for him. He doesn’t want the other's mango float. He only wants Sam mango float. He did not know but there is something in the mango float that he really loves and he didn't know what is it.

Chris and Sam had a field trip. Their class held a swimming in a beach. Both of them were excited and they can swim well. Chris taught Sam how to swim. As they were enjoying Sam noticed something. When she looked at the sea she saw someone drowning. Without thinking she jumped and tried to save the person. Chris saw Sam saving someone and he followed. Chris and Sam rescue the person. Chris helped the person as if like a "lifeguard" and behind him is Sam. When Chris is a little bit far away to Sam, suddenly, a huge wave came.....

Chris: Sam..... (he shouted)

Then when it's all silent, they were nobody on the shore..... Chris tried to find Sam but him he couldn’t find it…
So they were rescuer.. At last they find Sam... But she's dead.. no breathing...

Chris: no it can't be... (and the tears came out).....


It's been 10 years that Sam is dead.... Chris was in the cemetery....

Chris: you know what Sam now I'm doing well. MY life is good but you know what it would be better if you were here. You know what? I miss you're mango float. Since you died I haven't eat a mango float.. I really miss it and especially you.....

As he drive suddenly there's a woman who crosses the street. And Chris hit the girl by a car accidentally....
Chris bring that woman to the hospital..

The doctor came out..

Chris: Doc? How is she?
Doctor: don't worry, she will be fine. It's just a minor. She will be awake in an hour.
Chris: thanks God..

Chris entered the room

Nicole: where am I?
Chris: you were in the hospital. I'm so sorry but I've hit you by a car.. Don’t worry I’ll shoulder all the hospital bills. By the way I’m Chris. And you?

Nicole: I’m Nicole…

As time goes by Nicole and Chris became closer to each other and they fell in love with each other. On their first anniversary…

Nicole: I have something for you?  I made this just for you. I hope you’ll like it.

Chris: A mango float? You know how to do this?

Nicole: honestly, not necessarily. I don’t know what comes in my mind and I did make that for you.

Chris pause a silent. He remembers all the happenings before with Sam, his first true love and forever it will be.

Suddenly a tears came out from his eyes.. He can’t believe that all these years she couldn’t forget Sam

Nicole: are you alright? Why are you crying? Don’t you like it?

Chris: no! I love it… I just remember something.

Nicole: ok… let’s eat….

As he taste the mango float….

Chris: it can’t be (in his mind) only Sam can make this. And so the taste. Very similar to what Sam mango float. If I don’t know that Sam is dead I would think she’s the one who made this. But impossible..

Nicole starts something not ok. She placed her hand on the left side where her heart place. It’s getting hurt…

Chris: Nicole are you alright?

Again Nicole brought to the hospital.

Chris found out that Nicole before had undergone a heart transplant. And the most thing he was shock that Sam donated her heart to Nicole. In short the heart of Sam is in now with Nicole.

Now Chris truly understand that the mango float truly similar with Sam mango float is that heart’s Sam is within Nicole. And the thing he feel in love easily with Nicole.

Even she’s dead she is still here. I feel her. I love her. And still making the mango float I’ve ever loved.

Chris: Thanks Sam. I will always love and I will continuously love you within Nicole…

Chat....

Gosh>>>>

 It’s been several nights that we’ve chat in the evening until in the morning.. Whoa.. But it’s alright because we’ve talk some stories and anything under the moon… (Coz it’s night)..

It’s good to hear that this person is still the person I used to know before. He changed, but he changed for improving his life. And it’s good to hear that.

But you know what? What I enjoyed with him? Is he being corny! Yap.. He is corny.. But because of being corny it is his asset. I don’t know why,? But there is something in him..

We’ve talked our classmates before and some other stuff. I really enjoyed it. As we talked there are some happenings that came in my mind. We.ve shared some conversation that is funny, serious and a lot more. And I’m sure he enjoyed that conversation also. We just laughed and laughed until we didn’t know that its late and already morning..

I hoped this first step in getting friends would continue…

Young Dreamers

   

When I'm watching tv there is a news that keeps me quite interesting.
It is about children who grew up scavenging through the heaps of trash. Despite the government's closure to the dumpsite still people are there to live and we can't deny that scavenging is there way of life to live.
Children before who did not go to school but now they were scholars in some schools and as well they were players of a baseball team. There are some NGO's that help them to make a training venue for this children. By helping hand in hand at last behind the smokey mountain  there is a training ground for them. Instead of get involving in some bad influences it's good to know that this children we can see a bright future for them and they were leading on the right path.
Poverty is not a hindrance to what we want to achieve. Just don't lose hope. Let's take some example to this children who lives in a smokey mountain.They were working hard in order to finish their schooling and achieve what they want in the near future. We just hope that people behind who helped them will continue them helping. In the near future we may not know someday they would represent our country..

Birth Control Methods (government vs. church)

Birth control methods... The government and the church is still pursuing their own point of view about this issu. If you'll think of it each one of them are right. But still they do not compliment to each other.

Government
         The government is pursuing this birth control methods in order to lessen our growth population. We can't deny that on part of it it can really help us a lot. In pursuing this issue there is advantage and disadvantage that will come. The advantage is that it would prevent the overpopulation here in our country, and also to prevent poverty especially to those people who have no stable jobs.
         By the help of this method couple's can make a plan about their future. They can make a decision if how many children they can have  and give a bright future for them. They can give a good shelter, food, clothes and especially a good education for them, which is one of the major problems of our government (lack of education).
         The disadvantage of this method that our teens would be more engaged to what we call sexual intercourse. They would think that it's ok to have sexual intercourse as long they were using this birth control method. It will be a major problems among our parents if their teenagers get involved to this.

Church
        The church is opposite. they do not want to pursue this. They believe  on what the on the Bible state "Go and Multiply". They're saying that why will we prevent it if God wants us to multyiply. If a parents can sustain or suppport well even they have many children why not?.. But what if a family is lack of financial but they have so much children???

If we will sum it up both of them are correct. They're just pursuing or they stand what they believe for. It's up to the couples what should they do and what is the right thing to do. The most important is they have to secure the future of their children.

A Special Gift from God

                      

                         This little tiny baby

                    Was sent from God above
                         To fill our hearts with happiness
                    And touch our lives with love

                    She´s your brand new little gift

                        so enchanted, sweet and smart.

                    With a coo, she´ll have you smiling

                         With a laugh, she´ll own your heart.

                    

                   

                    She must have known, we'd give our all
                       And always do our best, to give our precious baby love
                   And be grateful and so blessed from godabove

                      That gives a very special gift of all.

                                         

                   

Vampires

Vampires?... Do they really exist?

The word "vampire" comes from the Slavic word obyri or obiri, which evolved into the Bulgarian word "vampir". Some say that the Greek word nosophoros (which means "plague-carrier") that evolved into the Old Slavonic word "nosufur-atu" is a synonym for the word "vampire". In our culture, the words "vampire" and "nosferatu" are interchanged often.

Vampires were popularized by the Irish author Bram Stoker with his story of Count Dracula, a Transylvanian vampire, in 1897. The story was probably based on Vlad Tepes, a medieval character of exceptional bloodthirst. He supposedly impaled his enemies (hence his nickname Vlad The Impaler) and cut off their heads. He ruled Walachia as Vlad III in the 15th century, which is now part of Romania. He signed his letters with Vlad Dracula, which can be translated as Vlad, son of the dragon or son of the devil. His father was called "Dracul" because he had a dragon depicted on his coat of arms. 
Before Stoker, vampire literature was rare, but existent.

In order to protect to protect yourself from them the cross or crucifix was thought by the Christian. Others also believe in silver, like a silver bullet to shot them dead. If you have encounter them, cutting off their head, exposed to sunlight, touching them with crucifix and etc.

As the modern vampires they were different as the vampires from the old. They do not necessarily have the same limitations the vampires from legends had. Garlic and crosses offer no protection against them, they are supposed to be able to walk during the day, and sometimes are not considered to be undead, but another species of humans. They usually still have extraordinary powers: their strength and speed surpasses that of humans, and their senses are heightened to a preternatural level. The need for blood, however, has not diminished, in spite of how we have seen in the last twenty years a trend toward a conscientious vampire who is tormented by his/her own humanity.

Bestfriend... Lover... Enemy

    Ana is very excited going to school because it is her first day in high school.  As she sit on the chair,

Brent: hi…. How are you…? My name is Brent… and may I know your name?

Ana: I’m Ana Sales

Brent: good…

    And their class starts. As the day passes Ana and Brent became close friends. Many high school students felt envy and jealous towards Ana. Many of the students think  that they were lover because of their closeness to each other.

   Apparently Brent is a young handsome, smart, cute, tall and he was being named as the campus crush. Many girls do fall for him. They give Brent some snacks, love letters , shirts and etc., but Brent do not give time for all those girls and stuff. All he did is to be with Sam. They shared secrets and everything to each other. Sometimes Sam went to Brent’s house and also Brent does the same also. They really had a good relationship and that they consider themselves as best of friends.

   Second year come of their high school. Even now Ana and Brent were still together.

   One day Ana saw Brent with another girl.  This girl is very beautiful. She had a beautiful eyes, nice nose and red lips. The qualities that Brent looking for in a girl. She doesn’t know what she is thinking or anything but she felt jealous.

Ana: OMG! What is happening to me? Why am I feeling this way? It can’t be. All I know is that Brent is my best friend. Am I falling for him?

   When the days passed Ana notice something about Brent. Brent has changed. He was not the same as Brent she knew before. Brent is always with Vernice. They were so close just like them before. But one day Brent talks to Ana.

Ana: hi. How are you? It seems that you’re busy now a days.

Brent: oh I’m so sorry Ana. There something I want to tell you. You know what I’m in love. I’m in love  with Vernice, and I’m courting her.

Ana: oh really? Well then good for you. By the way good luck.

Brent: oh thank you best. Thank you so much. I have to go. See ya..

Ana: (supposed to be I felt happy with Brent. But what’s this? I’m hurting and it hurts so much. It’s like my heart was shot by a gun. (and the tears starts to fall)…..

   The days passed. Ana keep distance towards Brent as he told. Brent says that Vernice felt jealous every time they were together, so Ana did what Brent told her.

   One day Ana saw Brent under a tree crying all alone. She hurriedly came to Brent.

Ana: what happened to you? Why are you crying?

Brent: Vernice basted me up.

Ana: what? Why? (she don’t know what will she react , sad because Brent was ignore and he is crying, or happy because Brent was ignore and they will be together again).

Ana: It’s alright. Don’t worry Vernice is not the only girl in this world. Don’t put your whole life to her. Don’t let your world be on her. Just cheer up. You know what just look around maybe you’ll see the right girl.

(Brent looks around and he saw Ana, and she looked on her).

Ana: why?  Is there something wrong? Did I say something you don’t like?

Brent: no. Apparently no. Thank you for being here.

(and Brent hold her hands.. Ana felt “ kilig “ and blush. It’s like here heart melts)

Ana: OMG. Am I in heaven? Am I dreaming? If this is a dream I hope it won’t last…

__________________o_____________________o__________

Brent and Ana became lovers. On their past few months they were happy. Happy as can be.. Suddenly in a mall they saw Vernice (she transferred school after that break up and they don’t see each other then). Brent stares at Vernice.

Ana felt nervous and jealous.

After that moment suddenly Brent felt cold on Ana. He changed again!. Ana was thinking that something wrong is happening and she has to find it out even it would hurt her.

As Ana was strolling in the mall she saw Brent and Vernice accidentally. They were vey sweet just like lovers. Ana walk over them.

Ana: Hi Brent.

Brent: Ana! (as Brent was shock)

Ana: oh why? Why is it that your shock…

Vernice: Ana? Is that you? Good thing we’ve met again. By the way Brent and I were together. What a coincidence. Before I reject him but now we’re together. What a life isn’t it?

Ana: what? Both of you?

Vernice:  Yes… is there something wrong?

Ana: nothing. I have to go.

Ana walks fast away from them

Brent: Vernice wait for me here…

Vernice: ok

Brent: Ana (as he shouted)

Ana: what? (as the tears fall from here eyes). What did I do? Did I something wrong? Why did you do this to me? All I did was to keep loving you….. now what?

Brent: I’m so sorry. I taught Vernice…..

Ana: You taught Vernice what?  All those days were just a fake! You’ve just used me to overcome the sadness you felt towards her. And you didn’t love me at all. And you know what? Right now and then, I really, really hate you. I won’t forget you. You cheated me!

Brent: wait!!!

(and Ana runs fast)…..

After that day, they ignore each other. Ana felt very angry to Brent. She was cheated! If only she could transfer a school so that she won’t see Brent anymore. But she can’t do that because she is a scholar then and that she have a discount and it is a big help on their financial.

Brent is trying to do something that Ana will forgive him. But Ana always refuses him..

Ana: you know what? What’s the best thing you can do? Stay away from me!

Brent: I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt and cheated you. Honestly, I though I could easily forget her if would go into a relationship.

Ana: and you choose me? My gosh Brent! All along you know that I have feeling on you. And you took advantage for it. Have you been think that you’re going to hurt me with what you’re doing?

Brent: I didn’t mean it.

Ana: you didn’t mean it? What a pity answer… LIAR!!!

You are selfish. You always think of yourself and not mending on others feelings. It would be better if we wont talk each other and don’t ever come over to me again.

Before I love you but now I hate you…! From now on I am not your Best friend. nor Lover but now you are my enemy......

Mango Float

YUMMY!!!!

I really love this food the "mango float"... everytime I ate this I really really felt happy.. Even we do not have occasions at home I myself make this...
It's just easy to make this.....

Here's how:   (my own procedure)

mango ripe
cream  (chilled in ref)
graham biscuit
condensed milk
crash graham

      >  sliced the mango in cubes.
       >prepare a bowl. Mix the cream and the condensed milk. Stirr well until the     mixture
        >blend well.
       >prepare a rectangular container...
       <put the graham cracker, then the misture, the crash graham and the mango... just layer them
       >just repeat the layering
       >chilled in ref overnight...

By the way  you can use also fruit cocktail...

Enjoy!!!!
      
    

Grade School Crush

          Facebook, Twitter, Friendster etc. and other social networking websites are very popular among these days, or shall we say this generation.  Through this website I found something interesting or maybe, to be more specific i found someone that will look back my elementary days before and i never knew that we will met through this social network.
          To begin, this person,  is my elementary crush and take note my first kiss also. (hehehe)That moment i would never forget. (hehehe).. As we chat all over we discover that  we had the same feeling when we were elementary but both of us do not have the courage to say things like that before. I'm just contented to stare at him all the time and secretly seeking information about him. hahaha. He,s my crush since grade five and six... and after we graduated we don't have any communication. it took how many years for us to to met again... and now were friends!!!  friends?????.... hmmmm
but thanks to social networking websites... it really helps a lot....